The Necklace

Yeah so here is pictures of the Necklace i bought Traci. yeah so the first three are pretty much the same but yeah i just hope she likes it...i have about 2 months to wait and see...

I Thought about it

I realize that i have said alot of mean and hateful things about samuel...and i have been thinking about it...and it could possible be that i am somewhat jealous of him. Dad will pretty much give him anything he wants...i have to buy everything i want...He gets to always go hang out with friends i dont get to so often well more now that you know Traci...(She is so pretty i just cant understand how she likes me its crazy) Iunno its weird...but seriously he does need to get straightened out that part is true...

Costco

Costco was a trip and a half and that just about sums it up...

MY Day...sorta...The bottom part is better...its nicer

Yeah k heads up girls where dateless because they have boyfriends and they had to work so Alison the thing with Sam and Adrian wouldnt have worked they would have got shot plus i dont want to really go on a date with Sam that dude is weird i swear he has to worst logic iunnohe bugs me though he doesnt know what to spend his money on so he just spends it on whatever freakin learn to save it what the crap he is retarded i swear...and his friends are dumb to...at least one does drugs unless he has honestly stopped which i dont believe he has...he needs to get better friends i dont care what anyones says oh and he took the truck after i filled it up to Roosevelt to spend the night at a friends house thats twice as far as he would have to drive if he kept is dumb butt home he doesnt think he needs the buy the next tank of gas because he doesnt believe its twice as far he is so retarded he needs someone to beat the crap out of him...Mom and dad didnt raise him right or something they got lazy and started to go down hill after the first few of us...but i think all of us til samuel got all straightened out (by the way i dont care if he reads this) But seriously the kid has problems i swear he is going to flunk out of high school and drop out. I dont think he will graduate. At all...he is to freakin lazy...and he wants to fix dads car to drive and only him because he will pay for insurance i dont think he can do that unless he gets more hours at work...especially if he does what he said he was gonna do just go hang out with friends and crap he wont be able to afford gas insurance phone bill tithing and his 10 percent missionary fund out of every pay check (missionary fund was my idea just so everyone knows he totally jacked it from me i pay attention and learn stuff in school i am smart.) (yes i just called samuel dumb) so yeah iunno he will end up not bein able to pay some sort of payment eventually cause he blew all his money down the drain ( i think he does drugs) and so he will go to dad for help (dad if you read this dont give that kid a cent i swear i will be very angry if you do dont do it.) so yeah
OH but on a happier note i talked to Traci today. Yeah she asked me when the next time i was going to see her was. I asked when do you want to see me. She said I want to see you always but i cant. So i said well if im not working next week do you want to do something on friday. Obviously im going to try my hardest to get friday off and thats if she doesnt have anything going on to. and then i still ahve to go ask her dad if he will let me. But i think he likes me enough that he will let me take her on a date...ima try and make it alittle more traditional this time take her to dinner and a movie though then hang out a park afterwords thats usually what i do...she isnt up for movies though maybe we can go to the one of the other people who are doubling with us and watch a movie that would be kewl to... Umm yeah uhh oh and i baught her a christmas presant today...i didn't mean to i was just gonna buy her a necklace you know but they only had this one that was a star so i got it then susannah told me that it was real diamonds i was trippin...i just thought it was white gold and like fake like crystals or something...NNNNOOOO its Diamonds so she getting it for christmas...umm yeah thats my day...oh and i got to text her alot all day...like i am right now imagine that lol...yeah thats all ima say...yeah...

Greatest Day (SO FAR)

K so we went to Wal mart on our date. yeah that doesnt sound like fun but flipp it was freakin amazingly kewl no lie... K so we where in two groups me and Traci and then the other two. We played the ABC game. The rules are you cant split up you have to stay with the cart. You cant run. And you only have 30 minutes. You can only get two items from one section of a store and you have to get an item that matches each letter in the Alphabet. so like cookie dough for cookies and stuff like that you know what im sayin? K well after you get the stuff get back to your meeting place in the half hour time limit you start comparing what you got for that letter. Well me and Traci lost we didn't have like 4 letters or something...but somebody gave us the excuse that it was because i was a guy. (by the way the other group was two girls. Their dates couldnt make it so they just said they where on a date together they wherent though dont worry they arent lesbians they are straight...) so yeah they only counted us down for half of what we really missed because our group was handicap because of a guy (me) lol....but putting the stuff up we won that...only cause we only put like 3 things in the right spot everything else traci just put on random shelves. Then we ate Subway. Then we went to dollar tree for kicks and giggles and i got 3 ballons with helium and Traci sucked the helium out of two of them it was a trip lol. then we hung out at a park then i took Melissa home.(one of the girls) then i took Teah home(the other girl) and she went to work after that then i took Traci home but i stayed at traci's house for a little while but then her friend called so i took her there we hung out with her and her baby for a bit then i took Traci to work. Then i ordered a pizza sat down and ate it until Traci got off work then i talked to her until her mom came and got her then i came home. All in All i think it was the greatest day ever....you know me spending the day with and Angel and her two friends yeah how can life get any better lol jk... and for all you old farts that dont text lingo stuff jk means Just kidding and LOL means laugh out loud not lots of love. Umm yeah then i came home and She emailed my cell phone so its like texting but different she did that for about an hour. Then she made me go to bed....obviously i did not go to bed because i am still up writing about my day which started as me waking up at 7 in the morning getting to her house just before 8 30...so i was way way exhausted you know...she noticed way bad she was way way nervous and stuff about letting me drive home...but i did it safely didn't i...i did...lol...so yeah that was my day...oh and the other balloon is dads it says like worlds greatest dad or something on it...so yeah...thats my day right there...And yes i think Traci is gorgeous and yes i told her and yes i opened her door every time i am the perfect gentleman so no worries there....

I done did it

So yeah i went to Altamont and asked Traci's dad if i could have his permission to take Traci on a date next week. And he said yes and then we just kind of talked for a little while and it was kewl. He works at New Field like Jonathan so thats kinda weirdish....umm yeah so it will deffinantly be fun i will have to remember to write about it so yall will know whats going down.

Her pictures

Yeah so thats her thats Traci...She is so pretty.

Traci Brown

Her Name is Traci Brown she is 16. She lives in Altamont. I have dated her before but that was before she was 16 so her parents got sorta you know unhappy. Now they don't care as much. She is the most beautiful person i know. and i think she might have kissed me even if i had a beard but clean shaven probably helped. She told me that when she was younger she had like how she wanted the guy to be like who she dated. and i don't fit that description...then she told me that she realized she doesn't have any expectations thing and i am perfect. so i guess i must have done something right??? She is very nice and sweet..and as of for like ever im always thinking about her. but the past couple like week its been crazy how often i think of her and i miss her and stuff its crazy i close my eyes and thats who i see...And the good night kiss thing was like umm alittle different then that...

OOOO

Oh wow Alison has some skills lol...but shhhh its a secret lol....and it was Traci R. Brown. I dated her once but her parents didnt like that so much so now she is 16 so its good i guess her parents let me take her on a date and the thing i cant talk about and stuff just like happend i didnt plan on it honestly i didnt...it just BAM happend you know but still if it helps any i havent like ever stopped thinking about her the two years we couldnt really talk...

Fun stuff

Hey so i shaved tonight...it was fun i guess...but it was what happened after i shaved that was the best...i cant tell what happened cause its a secret lol...i had a date and stuff thats about as far as i will let any of you know so there lol