Sunday, February 1, 2009

up to speed....

Hmm...in church in priests class thingy majig i am the 1st councilor i taught a lesson a few years weeks ago i conduct the class at the beginning every few weeks i have a meeting every sunday at 10 so i am always there on time...i bless the sacrament from time to time...i pray morning and night i fast on fast sundays and i read my scriptures when i remember...i wake up every day at 730 to 740...i go to school monday through friday unless its a holiday...i work 4 days a week...and i cant sleep until about midnight every night i dont know why i have a sleeping disorder or something...i text a girl that lives in chicago she is super sweet and way nice...i text a girl in fruitland to but we wont go into her...she is just a big mess and a bad bad temptation and im running out of excuses why i cant hang out with her...but i dont want to be mean and tell her the truth...although i should so it hurts less i guess...besides those two girls i really dont text anyone...and i try and keep ashley and adrian and samuel out of trouble but i cant choose their friends for them and adrian seems to be the only one who picks the best ones...samuels arent the worst but there are better...ashley is just dumb with her friends and their drama then she goes back to them after the screw with her...she is retarded in that area...and i made this other girl in roosevelt mad at me when i chewed her out for calling me pet names forever...umm oh i practically starve myself i never eat breakfast cause i never wake up early... i eat lunch at school but that will have to stop soon because i am broke until thursday...i dont eat dinner to often because i am at work and even though i get a free meal i dont always have time to eat...i have probably lost 10 pounds...in the past week...(nothin to do with susannah leavin)....umm girls at school are just confusing and i wont even try to figure them out...i am getting practically nothing back in taxes like maybe 240 or something...enough to have i guess...yeah now you are all up to speed about me...

1 comment:

Susannah said...

I am grateful that you are trying to help my kids make the right decisions when it comes to the friends that they associate themselves with, however, Ashley isn't dumb for her choices. I want her to make her own choices in her life and I do offer my opinion on her friends that rub me the wrong way. I am getting to the point that when she does exactly what you say and go back to the same friends that have brought her to tears on so many occasions, I just remind her of the pain that she felt and let her do what she feels is bast for her. She will find out for herself that it is not the right thing or it is possible that maybe those same people can change. i don't want to run her life but I am there when it falls apart to give her a hug if she needs it or just listen. It hurts me more than you can imagine that she puts herself threw so much pain in the choices that she makes but again, all I can do is hold her hand and let her know my opinion when she asks for it.
As far as Adrian is concerned I will agree with you that he is very good at making the decisions that not only make me happy but are also what is best for him and his future. I am still not sure on the Army thing, all I can do is pray that he will not regret it and feel good about his decision. I will give him support as it is his choice and without the support of me, his mom, he can not feel as strong as he should about his choice.

Samuel is another story and he will make whatever decisions that he wants bases on the here and now and not the future. I would just suggest that you give the opinion and if he takes it great, if not then he is the one that will suffer the consequences.

I think if the girl in Chicago is a nice girl then continue with the texting. The girl in Fruitland that is not as good of a person to you and is such a temptation, stay away but do be honest about it. She still should be told the truth about why you feel the way you feel. It might hurt her feelings but it could also be an eye opener for her and she can change. Keep me posted!!