I dont need therapy that bad jeez

Susannah thinks i should have therapy...she is probably right but i aint gonna do it...thats lame cost to much so no go i just havin a bad day you just need to chill Woman yeah thats right i threw down...chill woman chill...oh and Ashley is just annoying hahahahaha no lie the sound of...well any sound she makes makes me want to shoot my self im not even lying she is really annoying to me and i cant figure out why she just drives me up the wall...its insane i try to avoid being in the same room with her when i can :)

So she hasn't given me any more pictures as you probably noticed. She never has time. She is literally probably one of the busiest people i know. So you just gonna have to wait. So all day today has been a freaking terrible day....no idea why just everything about it sucked...i think i was happy a total of maybe 5 minutes today....everything is just pissing me off...iunno why....am i a disappointment? your first reaction or answer is probably a no but i dont mean a total screw up disappointment i mean have i ever in anytime in my life ever disappointed you? any of you...so i am tired of not having money....im tired of not seeing miranda every day im tired of not seeing pretty much anyone every day... no lie my life honestly feels empty its really lame kinda crappy