So she hasn't given me any more pictures as you probably noticed. She never has time. She is literally probably one of the busiest people i know. So you just gonna have to wait. So all day today has been a freaking terrible day....no idea why just everything about it sucked...i think i was happy a total of maybe 5 minutes today....everything is just pissing me off...iunno why....am i a disappointment? your first reaction or answer is probably a no but i dont mean a total screw up disappointment i mean have i ever in anytime in my life ever disappointed you? any of you...so i am tired of not having money....im tired of not seeing miranda every day im tired of not seeing pretty much anyone every day... no lie my life honestly feels empty its really lame kinda crappy